Honestly, trying to get an appointment with the doctor is impossible!!! I could be dying and I'd never get to see one. Ok I know, if I was dying I'd probably be calling 999, but you get the idea.
Friday, home from work, absolute agony, I seriously can't do this anymore! Mini melt down thinking I do just want to die, but I wasn't serious enough for a doctors appointment. I could have a phone call tho, however that didn't materialise either. It really was a good thing I wasn't totally suicidal, just partially!
No work Monday, seriously can't face it! However no doctors appointment either! My doctors (who know my case) were either fully booked or off ill themselves... Poor things! Spent the day catching up on work that I'd bought home and starting a PowerPoint for the office ...well OFSTED is looming! I booked an appointment for a weeks time in the evening but told to phone daily for cancellations or emergency appointments.
Rang again today, finger on the redial permantely and finally got through after 15 minutes of continuous redial...might have to question him on my swollen finger!
Ok, so what am I looking for other than more painkillers and a referral for Sophie. Ideally to be permantely signed off til operation, absolutely shattered with work. If I don't get healthy before op they won't do it! Part of me doesn't want to give in, but part of me knows that I've pushed it as far as I can and it's time to stop. I just hope my job will be there after, I'm sure it will be but in what form!
Anyway, I'll let you know!
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