Waiting!

It's now 10.36am and I've been here now since 6.30am.  What have we done?..well... signed in, listed Steve as my next of kin..obviously.. seen a nurse just to do pre-op, blood pressure, temp, pulse..etc.  Saw the anaesthetist (can't spell it) who smirked at the fact that I'd had injections, then when I showed him the tablets I had to get to take once we'd seen him, he smirked at them and said..."Yes ok, bring them with you!"  Bet I don't take them!    He did explain that I would be having a large blood transfusion and that due to that he might not bring me round until tomorrow.  I will be in pain which he cannot take away but can manage...he said something about having a tube in my neck to self administer pain relief..and tubes out of every orifice..!

I'm now sat with Hubby waiting, watching Homes under the Hammer and feeling exceptionally hungry!

While sat here I keep going through different emotions...am I doing the right thing. Is it worth the pain. No I'm not doing it. For goodness sake, let's get on with it. *rubbling tummy*.

Hopefully I won't have to wait too long now.  Hubbys dropping off! Lol not really.